Hello dear,

Here’s a quick little posting of my thanks, and of recognition that is well deserved and little given.

Since day one, I felt like the luckiest guy in the world (for reasons that were a bit shallow, more physical than anything).

And thru today, with every aspect of you that I know, and with even the mysteries that you hold, the curiosities of your vivid, active mind, and even amidst the rage and anger of your potential, I still feel like the lucky guy from day one.

Thank you, Jonah Gojar. Thank you for letting me into your life, your world. Thank you for trusting me and for having faith in me, for supporting whatever I do. Thank you for admonishing me, for providing me with your intellectual opinion, for giving me other ways to look at things, other ways to look at life.

We all want somebody sometime. Sometimes, somebody is something we don’t need. We go thru the motions of life, some are fortunate to love young, love one, loved many, others are fortunate to live a young life without the bounds of love.  We are all deviations from the same line. We are all subject to the laws of attraction, in one way or another, whether that be the love in a relationship or the love of a naked body sharing your bed.

But I digress, as I normally do. I cant describe my appreciation for you; it transcends words, its a whirlwind of emotions and thoughts and feelings that are so convoluted it would take me a while to find the right words to even just barely justify.  If I am cold to you, or even horrible, terrifying, and ungrateful to you, ever, I am sorry.

And if our lives were to go our separate ways, of course I would be saddened, distraught, heartbroken, you name it…

…but in hindsight, I would still feel like one lucky guy for being part of your timeline at all…

And in summary,

Thank you for being who you are to me: a friend, a girlfriend, and most importantly, a date.

To our past, present, and future!

Love,

Andrew